CINEMA

Consciously or Unconsciously films hold a special place in my life. I don't remember why and when I have started developing interest in this and I am not interested to retrospect so much on something which I eagerly wanted to achieve. As someone said, human beings picks up those things from childhood which are more near to their sensibilities (can be anything) and develop that believing that as if they own them without giving prior notice to their brain consciously. I think my interest towards cinema is natural to me since I never consciously developed interest but now this is something where I want to see myself my vision on the big magic screen..

My early memories goes to 6th Standard when I portrayed Hindu Priest character in my school anniversary function. Look at the photo of mine receiving an award for my performance; the person who is giving award is my Dad who was invited as one of the guest. I still remember the day when I had got on the stage and saw some hundreds of people waiting to see the show. I said myself WOW and believe me it's a fantastic scary feeling. I some how pulled it off quite nicely without noticing who is watching me and when I completed many people told me I performed well. I wish somebody could have had the recorded my performance, unfortunately no one did and I don't have a chance to see it again for myself to see exactly what I did so good that made the audience appreciate me so much.This is the last performance that I gave on stage...

As a wannable film maker, am still understanding the nuances of the what it takes to reach there which I know is the toughest path. All the works I had done (the two videos)and scripts that I am working on are the baby steps to reach my goal..

Will soon write a piece on the two videos that I had created what I thought of achieving and how it turned out...